Memories

I have this snapshot memory

Burned in my brain

One of the moments from our last night together…

The room was lit by golden candlelight. I was lying on my back on a silky black sheet. My legs were spread and relaxed, head over the edge of the bed, mouth and throat wide open. He was standing tall behind my shoulders, slowly thrusting his perfect dick, deep into my never ending mouth. His hands were running all over my body, dominating my clit. The only sounds were my muffled groans and soft gags.

The snapshot was a long trail of spit, illuminated by the soft flame, stringing and growing from his smooth balls. It just kept getting longer and longer…

Lust Notes

“Fuuuck. If you were here, I’d fucking ride you and pump that hard load so deep inside me, have you squeezing and crushing my tits as you fiercely come. Groooaaan!”

He replied: …I love when you’re in heat

Pant!

Love Lust & Light

<3

R

Goddess Time

Hello Lovvvers

It was a day of treating myself, of being gentle with myself, pampering
Slept in
Cafe brunch w chocolate & bacon
Slow and fun tidy of my boudoir
Salon appointment
I want an hour long head massage so muchhh!
A Lil shopping, got a cute retro sweater with bell 3/4 sleeves and a 50′s button detail + a gold chain necklace with a black sequin fabric bow tie at the end
So lovely organic groceries
And why did I treat myself today?
Cause I’m N love with a boy
And I’m not with him
And he doesn’t really deserve me
But when he’s present, he’s incredible
I just can’t let him go
*sighhh*
The woes of a privileged woman
I trust I trust I trust
I’m very happy with the men I’m attracting in my life. In my career, in my social circle, in my lust life, they’re balanced, kind, thoughtful, I’m very lucky
Lucky to be in love

Love & Light

<3

R

Stats!

Thanks To Gala!

Love Lust & Light

<3

R

Officer Ruby

Hello Lllovers!

I’ve had a few inquiries regarding comments/commenting

My blog has, at the moment, the comment option just below the title

Feel free to comment, I looove a lil chat

Purrr!

Love Lust & Light

<3

R

Sleepless N Switzerland

Hello Loversss

Can’t sleep!
FB chattin with my lady, Kiki Hicks; catching up and dishin!
She asked me about Samurai and I wanted to log this clarity and flow, to remind me and lift me on darker days:

I miss him very much but I feel uncharaterisiticly patient about the whole thing and very open to meeting other people…I can already see our whole life together and if it happens it does but I’ve learned to trust that the universe does indeed have my best interests in mind

He’ll be in my life for the rest of it at this point, in one capactiy or another

I feel softer and understand/believe that I am loveable and easy to love

Send me sheep and sweet dreams my darlings!

Love Lust & Light

<3

R

Holidayyy

Hello Loversss

Mama is off to Switzerland!
I’ll tell Mr Cohen you say ‘Hello’
Have a wonderful weekennnd

Love Lust & Light
<3
R

Homework

Hello Loversss

I’ve had such a backwards morning! Got up early, lil wake and bake, did a lil readin, a lil blog for you, went to bed, had 2 big comes and totally asshole-in-the-movies style, passed out! I’ve awaken refreshed and excited to have a very sexy dayyy…

So this year I’ve been working on infusing more love into my lust life. After taking on a ‘fuck buddy’ and giving it the college try, I realized it wasn’t for me. I need someone who can love and cherish and open themselves to me. I need to be able to do that too. Be free to love! So far, the whole lover thing suits me juuust fine. So I started to notice and realize that maybe there was love lacking in some parts of my lust life that I had ignored or not seen, my day-to-day life too. I went through a phase of not being able to come without fear or violence in my fantasies. And this started to turn me off coming at all.

After being with Samurai, and being exposed to hot dominant lust filled and flowing with warmth and love, my fantasy life has transformed and expanded. I’m learning to turn some of the old darker fantasies, infusing them with light. For example: previously a big scary gang bang by a high school varsity team, turns into a high fiving, ‘lets-cover-this-beautiful-bitch-with-come-and-help-her-come-over-and-over’, supportive sexy gang bang. In each scenario there is the hotness of multiple partners, of voyeurism, of lots of come and comes but it takes away the heaviness, empowers the fantasy and affirms positive sexuality.

Love! It’s my new kink!

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I’m very excited to be going to Grenoble, FR this weekend to see Leonard Cohen. How great would it be, to be his lover? Come onnn! Just to have him lying in bed next to you, whispering sweet sexy nothings? I’d be alll overrr that! This one’s all lust…

You have the lovers,
they are nameless, their histories only for each other,
and you have the room, the bed, and the windows.
Pretend it is a ritual.
Unfurl the bed, bury the lovers, blacken the windows,
let them live in that house for a generation or two.
No one dares disturb them.
Visitors in the corridor tip-toe past the long closed door,
they listen for sounds, for a moan, for a song:
nothing is heard, not even breathing.
You know they are not dead,
you can feel the presence of their intense love.
Your children grow up, they leave you,
they have become soldiers and riders.
Your mate dies after a life of service.
Who knows you? Who remembers you?
But in your house a ritual is in progress:
It is not finished: it needs more people.
One day the door is opened to the lover’s chamber.
The room has become a dense garden,
full of colours, smells, sounds you have never known.
The bed is smooth as a wafer of sunlight,
in the midst of the garden it stands alone.
In the bed the lovers, slowly and deliberately and silently,
perform the act of love.
Their eyes are closed,
as tightly as if heavy coins of flesh lay on them.
Their lips are bruised with new and old bruises.
Her hair and his beard are hopelessly tangled.
When he puts his mouth against her shoulder
she is uncertain whether her shoulder
has given or received the kiss.
All her flesh is like a mouth.
He carries his fingers along her waist
and feels his own waist caressed.
She holds him closer and his own arms tighten around her.
She kisses the hand besider her mouth.
It is his hand or her hand, it hardly matters,
there are so many more kisses.
You stand beside the bed, weeping with happiness,
you carefully peel away the sheets
from the slow-moving bodies.
Your eyes filled with tears, you barely make out the lovers,
As you undress you sing out, and your voice is magnificent
because now you believe it is the first human voice
heard in that room.
The garments you let fall grow into vines.
You climb into bed and recover the flesh.
You close your eyes and allow them to be sewn shut.
You create an embrace and fall into it.
There is only one moment of pain or doubt
as you wonder how many multitudes are lying beside your body,
but a mouth kisses and a hand soothes the moment away

Love Lust & Light

<3

R

Look Uppp

Tues Sept 14th Zodiac Weather

Check out my astrologer, Christopher Witecki! He is an incredible astrologer and he provides this amazing service of daily horoscopes. He also does natal readings (birth charts), love reports, etc I strongly recommend both! I had my natal reading first and it was really affirming but also created new awareness of self and ego. Chris is very positive and energetic, I think it’s a bit much for some folks at first, but everyone always comes around – he’s that talented! I think Chris is juuust right.

Go to soulgarden.tv for more about Chris and his team!

Fuck It

Hello Loversss

I’m here to talk it out.

I’m working on seeing my erotic self and life, as a service

For those who can’t or won’t or don’t love their sexual selves

It’s hard for me, sometimes, to write all the lovely nasty things in my mind because I’m still working on quieting my lil self judgey side (Thanks Mom and Dad! hahaha) But I’m learning more and more to just say:

FUCK IT

This is who I am. This is how I express myself.

Fuck it if you don’t like it

I want to create a space for love, lust and acceptance so that we all can grow and expand our lives

I’m learning to open up, wiiide and let that love in too

The word ‘let’ is an important one. It’s active! LETting is a form of accepting, acknowledging, opening.

Let yourself be happy or turned on or content or pensive or whatever you are today. If you’re down, change focus, if you have food to eat, clean water to drink and a roof over your head, you are blessed. Truly! If you are one of the lucky ones, with all these things and more, honour those blessing by: feeding yourself good, nourishing food, making your home your temple (or at least tidy! hahaha) and give thanks for all you have.

I am so thankful to have this blog and the opportunity to express myself

I am so thankful to Jophiel for her amazing art and constant inspiration and support

I am so thankful for so so so many things! Thankful to be thankful! : D

So do me a favor lovers…

Honour yourself

Love yourself

Fuck yourself

Love Lust & Light

<3

R