Buttterflies

Sooo…

I Attended Last Months Artwank At T Horse Hospital

My Date Was Me Myself & I

I Showed Up Unfashionably Late

Looking Drop Dead N 70′s Red

Gold & Rubyyy Jewelry

Bare Legs & Strappy Gold Sandals

I Was Sitting N T Back Corner

Perfect Place To Watch T Audience

(One Of My Favourite Things To Do)

So I Was Checking Out T Crowd

When My Eyes Fell On One Gentleman

Profiled Perfectly N T Projected Light

(We Were Watching Vintage Porn On A Giant Screen)

He Had T Kind Of Noggin I Love

Square, Facial Hair, Stern But Warm

Long Hair

Fuck Yah

Where Was I…?

Oh Yesss…

So My Eyes Were Drawn To This Gentleman

Who I Quickly Appraised & Approved

And I Went Back To Watching T Film

Several Times N T Evening

I Felt Him

I Turned Half Expecting To See Him Staring Back At Me

He Never Was But T Feeling Remained

After T Show

I Was Waiting To Speak To T Fab Organizer, Ophelia Bitz

When I Saw Another Stud N Front Of Me

This One N A Wheelchair W A Knot At T Back Of His Head

I’m Staring At T Knot & Find Myself Taking N His Profile

So Familiar…

When He Turns His Head Back & Looks Me Right N T Eye

My Heart Stopped

It Was Long-Hair-Fuck-Ya Dude

He Half Turns Away

But Then Turns To Me Again

I Was Smiling And Definitely Blushing

And He Came Over To Me & We Spoke

I Don’t Remember What I Said

I Don’t Remember Really What He Said

I Don’t Remember Anything

Except Feeling More Nervous N Front Of A Guy

Than I Ever Have Before

I Think I Didn’t Breathe For T Whole 3 Mins We Spoke

.   .   .

We’re Going On Our First Date Tomorrow

I’ve Named Him Flynt

As N Larry Flynt

A Little Dark Humor For You

.   .   .

Did You Know Larry Flynt Became Paralysed

After An Assassination Attempt

Because Of T Choice To Print An Interracial Photo Shoot

N His Magazine, Hustler, N 1978

Flynt Creates Art & Eroticness As Well

And For Him It Was A Motorcycle Accident

But More On All That Another Time…

.   .   .

I’m Feeling Excited & Scared

Looking Forward To Play & Learning & Exploration

To Expansion & Titillation & Intimacy

To Letting Go & Building & Fun

♥   ♥   ♥

Love Lust & Light

♥

R

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