Sixteen Going On Seventeen

Thinking…
Gosh, What A Difference A Year Makes…

It Was My Birthday Yesterday, I Turned Seventy Seven
I Quite Like Getting Older
Looking Forward To My Thirties
Although I Feel Like My Life Has ‘Begun’
Something Tells Me That Time Will Be Mentalll
And I Know Everything In Between Will B Wild And Wonderful Too…

So Thinking Back On Where I Was A Year Ago
Rubyyy Jones Had Juuust Been Born
(Oh, Happy Anniversary Darling)
But The Birth Was Simply In The Word

Tho We Had Made Our Burlesque Debut
It’s Taken Most Of This Year For Me To Really Understand
What I’m Doing With The Burlesque
What I Want To Say As An Artist And Educator

So, Most Of Rubyyy Lived On This Blog
Almost In Love With Samurai, Attached A Bit Too Heavily
Still Seeing BBB, Wondering About That Attachment
Big Shifts Happening Within My Friend Relationships
Huge Energetic Gaps After I Let Go Of Some Deep Attachments To Ego, Conditioning and Negativity, Leaving Me Wobbly Spiritually
Learning To Face The World With A Vibrant Vulnerability, Connected To The Natural Flow Of Things
Coming Out Of The Dark Of A Very Depressed Twenty-Sixth Year
I Was Only Finding My Feet

Today I Am So Very Proud Of Myself
To This Day I Love, And Am Loved In Return, By My Various Lovers Of The Year
I Cherishhh The Sweetest I Keep W ‘Former’ Lovers…
( Do You Ever Stop Being Lovers In Your Connection?… )
I Am Working Hard To Save Rubyyy Jones
And Though I Think I Could Work Harder Sometimes
I’ve Learned The Wisdom Of Gentleness And I Know I Am Always Doing My Best
My Orgasms Have Changed
My Hair Has Changed, Several Times…
My Dreams For Rubyyy Jones
For Looove
For Peaceful Inner Enlightenment, Remain A Constant

I Continue To Build And Seek My Chosen Family
And I Feel Lucky To Include Lots Of The Special People From My Biological Family In This Growing Tribe

I Feel The Pure Bravery Returning To My Day To Day
Gearing Up To 2012 And 2014
Certain Dates I Have In Mind
The Return To My Fearless Teenage Self Is Most Exciting, When I Feel The Balance Of My More Experienced, Thoughtful Self Bringing Me Always Into Grace With My Actions
Grace, Graceful, Grateful
I Wish To Embody These Three States Of Being

It Feels Wonderful To Be Awake Again
To Fuck And Make Love To/With People Who Are Awake
To Collaborate, Create And Boost People Who Are Awake
To Know The Possibilities Of An Awake World

I Have So Many People, Situations & Opportunities To Be Thankful For
I’m Looking Forward To Seeing What This Year Brings
I’m Looking Forward To Being Thankful This Time Next Year
I’m Looking Forward

Power In The Reprise…

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Love Lust & Light

♥
R
Rubyyy Jones

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