Wow Wow Wow This Yearrr Is Masssive!
Hehe I’m Sure I’ll Be Saying That Every Entry For The Next Couples Years
Nice Thought… *smile*

How Arrre Youuu?
How Have You Been?
How Are Those Resolutions?

It’s Not Too Late To Leap Into Action…

Mine Are Going Grand Darling!
Here Are Somethings  I Have Been Up To:

The LAUNCH Of My New Radio Show With Shoreditch Radio
The Save Rubyyy Jones Hour – Listen!
The Blog Is Over Here
The Twitter Is Over Here

My Latest For Burlesque Beat
A Night With The EastEnd Cabaret

My Latest For For Books Sake
Purest Possessions By Rebecca Bond

I Have Been Cast & Will Appearing The Documentary
The Nights Of Burlesque – IMDB Here

I Had An AMAZZZing Night Of Burlesque
The Wet Spot, Up Northhh In Leeds
Here’s A Video Of My Sing & Strip ‘I Wannna B’
Here’s A Video Of My (Bukkake) ‘Balloon Pop‘

I Did A Little Stripteasin At The ZOMG Bloggers Bash
Here’s A Little Preview Video!
I’m About 3 mins In Doin My ‘Futuuure Lover’ Act

Oooo Check Out My Beta Site Launch
Over Here!

Ummm….
So Manyyy Ideas…!

That’s Not All, But That’s The Creme Darling!

More Soon…

Love Lust & Light

♥
R
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I Love Youuu!

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R
Rubyyy Jones

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Sooo
It’s That Time Of Year Again…

It’s Vaaaleeentiiinesss
Awwwwwwwwww!

*giggle*
Not Reallyyy
BUT
As A Lady Who Loves Gifts
An Excuse To Give & Get Is Always Fine With Me
Here Is…

RUBYYY’S VALETINES GIFT LIST

I Have This / Bought At Sh! Women Store
Snippets Of Prose, Sweet & Tragic Illustrations And Lashes…Of Wit!
It Is The Perfect Gift For Your Erotic Creative Lover

Have This / Get This
I Looove Lelo Products
And This Massage Oil Is Sumptuous & Indulgent
Amazing Scents, Infused With Flakes Of 24-Karat Gold
My Favourite Is The Amber & Clove In Orange

Do Not Have / WANT!
A Cuddly Cock Cushion / Available On Etsy
Artist: Dawid Bo

Do Not Have! WANT!
I Looove This Sparkly Kiss Headband By Gaby Kennedy
(Yesss…That Is Me In The Picture With Excruciating Sexy Face Hahaha)

Enroll In A Sh! Women Store Class
I Loved Their Spanking 101 A Few Classes Coming Up
And I Highly Recommend Sh! For Your Basic Sex Ed

Do Not Have! WANT!
I Think The Title Says It All..
Purchasing Info Here…
Plus Intro By Susie Bright? Bonus!

The Mini Mystic Wand From Vibratex
This One Is RECHARGEABLE!
I Have The Battery Mini One / WANT This One
I Looove The Full Size Too / Get Them All!

Waaant…
Cabaret Desire is the latest and biggest project by Lust Films. With the help of the Poetry Brothel, excellent actors and performers, Erika Lust managed to create a sexy and arounsing film with a feminine perspective. There is a magic and behomian place where people go at night to be told erotic stories. Each guest is assigned a lady or gentleman by a Madame and prepare themselves for the poetic trip they’re about to take. Words flow and desire smoothly invades every corner…

Do Not Have / MUST Have
The Nell Robe By Betty Blue’s Loungerie
I Looove This Piece! It’s Sexy, It’s Luxurious, It’s British

So There You Have It My Darling
A Few Treasures And Trinkets For Your Treasured Trinket!

Love Lust & Light

♥
R
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Here We Are Againnn!
Hoping You’re Well And Wonderful This Monday
I Am Good… Really Feeling This Vibrant Chinese New Year
Feels Like A New Year
And Though It’s Another Year
I’m Still Catching Up From My Jam Packed 2011
SO
I Forgot To Tell You About The Time My Pussy Got Totally Plastered…

. . .

You’ve heard of the Great Wall of China?
Well, move over Ming!
Have you also heard of the Great Wall of Vagina?
Artist, Jamie McCartney, produced this incredible nine metre long (ten individual sections) piece consisting of the casting of four hundred different delightful vulvas. I have yet to see this exhibition *ahem* in the flesh but I will and I look forward to the awe! I really love Jamie’s manifesto of body/genitalia acceptance and I saw this in action during ‘The Perfect Vagina‘ a documentary about ladies and labiaplasty (among other things) when a lady, who couldn’t look at her own genitals, saw them for the first time in the cast for Jamie’s mold. This woman became part of the wall and OH! if that that wall could TALK! Looks chatty to me…

Sooo when the sweet Sarah Berry (of Fannies Rule) contacted me to say that Jamie would be in town casting for a new project I jumped at the chance to be a part of it.

I journeyed to Sarah’s place and was greeted by a room full of happy and curious cunts, some eager to get in the mold, some there simply to enjoy the sisterhood; I was in a spacey mood but after several cupcakes and quiet chat with ladies I love, I settled in to wait for Jamie’s attention and flipped through his Great Wall of Vagina book…

One by one the ladies made there way up the stairs to be cast by Jamie. What would be happening today is the cast of the mold, in which the plaster will be poured, not the final product but well on the way. I had moved on to crisps and red wine when Jamie, bushy for Movember, appeared and announced it was my turn.

I moved into Sarah’s spare room where we would be casting and Jamie ran me through the process. First, he would apply a thick cream to my vulva to protect my sensitive skin and my ish bush, for when taking off the mold. Second, he would apply the blue cast material (Whoops! Forgot what it was called…) and then a little piece of material for backing. Then, waaait and then thirdly, the set cast would be slowly peeled off and voila! Blue Vagina Love!

I had a little naked-from-the-waist-down seat on his polka dotted plastic sheet and Sarah started to document the magic…

And Now *Drum Roll* One Of The Least Flattering Photos Of Me On The Web!

Lots of people have said to me:

How did it feel to have a dude you didn’t know touching your vag?

Um… Fine!? There is no penetration or sexual touching, Jamie is a professional and has already been face-to-face with over four hundred pussies and is pleasantly neutral and easy going within the experience.

Hooray!
Jamie McCartney & My Cunt & I

It was quick and painless and I felt so happy to see the little blue version of my lady lumps. Many thanks to Sarah Berry and Jamie McCartney for their generousity and loveliness, it was a wonderful to be a part of the project!

So if you had the chance, would you pose for a piece like this?
Why or why not? (He does work with men too gents!)
Would love to hear your thoughts lovers!

Love Lust & Light

♥
R
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Wow
Wow
Wow
2012…
Oh Yes
It’s One Mega Year Already And Not Even Halfway Through January
Squeee!

.         .         .

Sooo
I know I share a lot with you and I’m thankful my honesty and expression has always been received so sweetly; isn’t it fun to grow together? In 2011, I moved out from anonymity and connected my face and body to Rubyyy Jones, and it would seem 2012 will hold much more of that, but my spirit wonders, what’s next?… What more…

Sooo
After sharing my thoughts and feelings on faking orgasms, on body hair, on my eating disorder and love, lust, lovvve and light (don’t forget pussy portraits!), I’ve learned how much I can share, while keeping hold of my own space. In my own space I have a different name, I dream different dreams, I am a different woman, while the same. While falling in love with myself I have found this space, falling in and out of love with lovely people has helped me refine it and making ‘mistakes’ has made it all the more clear. This is a space that I know will change over the years, through my life, and I trust myself to preserve, always, my own piece, my own peace.

Sooo
I want to explore video, as muse and maker, I’ll be bringing you my voice and expanded thoughts through my new radio show: The Save Rubyyy Jones Hour (More On That Soon!). I want to make and muse some incredible images, in photos, in charcoal and in paint. I want to share, dare and bare more, and I will. I’ve been a bit nervous, in the past, to share too much of myself but now is the time to be real. I want to create more from the fabric of my skin, the canvas of my face and the technicolor of my imagination.

Here’s To Baring It All…

Love Lust & Light

♥
R
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My #WWMOOB Reminded Me Of This Last Night…

Looove Jennaaa

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R
Rubyyy Jones

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Happy New Year Loversss!
WOW!
2012!
We’re here, we made it and, hopefully, we’re excited or, at least, optimistic. I had an absoluuutely mental December of mostly working but also traveling, a few great performances and some intense heart and soul stuff. I know you understand but I always miss you and my blog when I’m away…

*Big Hug*

One of my December highlights was performing at the amazing sexy arty party Kinky Salon London! Run by an incredible team, it’s always an interesting night out and I had the pleasure of performing for some witty and wicked people. I did my ‘I Wannna B’ act but decided to shake things up a bit and take advantage of the venue’s full nudity license – I kept my bum charm and gave them the NYC Style full monty! I had a great time; I love my body and being naked and if people cheer at the end, it’s a delicious bonus. I had a wonderful evening, as there were so many lovely people I knew that I got to chat up with and so many new friendly people to meet – also my Dark Horse was looking very yummy on my arm. Many thanks to all involved!

*Massive Hugs*

So I’ve still got some more writing to do about 2011, I got a bit burnt out by…I dunno…October? It was just such a massive year and it kept going till the last minute, didn’t it!? Jeeez! But I’m gunna take this time to look ahead and just brainstorm some things I’d like to write about in 2012…

BLOG THOUGHTS…

How To Get Over A Lover Break Up
How To Get Over A Friendship Break Up
My Feminist Manifesto
The Tantra Of Rubyyy Jones
Butt Love: The Freedom Of Anal Sex
Finding Your Glamour
The Crown Of Love
Massacre Sex
I Hate The Word ‘Chubby’
I Hate The Term ‘Vanilla’
10 Ways To Stay In The Light
Cultivating A Healthy Fantasy Life
Bukkake!
Pleasure Portals Workshop Review
My Safe Sex Guide
What Is Energy?
Manifesting And You
Why Three ‘Ys’ Rubyyy Jones?
My Guide To Being A Showgirl
I Get Pussy Plastered
10 Things To Do In London
Save Rubyyy Jones Update
The Girl Who Broke My Heart
Sensual Vs Sexual
Sex At All Ages!
Introduction To The Chakras!
MORE Sex Superheroes!
MORE Burlesque Show Gossip!
MORE Book Reviews!
.   .   .

BRING IT ON 2012

Love Lust & Light

♥
R
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It’s Wonderful To Be Back
Missed You
*Snuggle*

When I returned the other day, I told you about my heart Missing In Action and it made me feel wonderful to write through, think through and feel through the situation further. So, although I have come to the conclusion, that overall – lifewise – Love Is All You Really Need, working through this situation has made me realise that, although it’s key lifewise, love is not the be all and end all in relationships.

I can say happily that I still love my troubled Flynt but from the moment I expressed to him that I felt ‘in love’ the built up, accumulated energy started to disolve; once my love was spoken and received, with thanks, it had no where else to go. We aren’t building that kind of feeling any more and although, in my heart, I believe he was, perhaps is, a little in love with me, I cannot give my heart to someone who doesn’t know how to love. I had my dreams of a future love with him that would only have been possible if we could both love each other wholeheartedly and then let each other go… As a Scorpio lady through and through, I like to start anew and I’m not afraid to say ‘no’ to love for fear that it will never return, I’m not afraid to get my heart smashed to smitherines if the love life is sweet and I’m not afraid to looove you.

I’ve been working very hard all week, working the door at a cabaret club with the crazy hours of 3 PM till 3ish AM, and the only thing that has been keeping me going is knowing that Saturday night I will come home and my Dark Horse will be there. *Big Smile* Sunday is Xmas shopping and getting my tattoo touched up! Pics to follow…

Love Lust & Light

♥
R
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And Nothing Cheers Me Up More Than Beautiful Objects

Beautiful Images

Beautiful Music…

 .   .   .

Beautiful Holiday Thingsss

 
Holiday Looovin

This Makes Me Smile

Yes Yes Yes To This Treee

Such A Beauitful Film… Total Treasure

Beautiful, Thoughtful Treatsss

Suuushi Cheer!
 

A Very Vogue Christmas

One Of My Favourite Moviesss

Glorious Pink Buffet

Santa’s Coming…

Love Lust & Light

♥
R
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Sooo
Yeahhh I realize I’ve been a bit quiet lately, a bit distant you might say; I have been giving my personal life a little breathing space and also have been a busy bee!

Sooo
I’m back to you now, a little tentatively as I see my blog changing shape in the new year, and I find myself in a interesting head and heart space. I realized, while on a brief holiday in Canada, that I’m in love with two wonderful men. This is lovely for lots of reasons and I feel lucky to be blessed with very lovable lovers. Jackson is a darling and my darling, also known as Dark Horse, and he is just that and is alwayyys ‘dark horsing’ me. I’ve never been in such sweet love before and it really is a joy to be adored by him. This time last week, I was soaking in a lavender bubble bath he had drawn for me, scrubbing off that nights show and treating my tired everything. I could feel him through the wall, both of us so happy to be together again after a break and loving the physical closeness of our connection, I was smiling to myself and felt more at ease than I have in ages  and  I was struck so strongly by the thought:

…Love Really Is All You Need…

One of the things I ’ve loved learning from, with Jackson is the pleasure and freedom of nonattachment and though I like nice things, enjoy comfort and a tactile life, as I sat scrubbing away it really sunk in for me that I would rather this feeling of connected tenderness and to live a modest life then to have any and all of my wildest material dreams fulfilled. This is happiness in your bones that comes simply from loving someone and being loved in return.

After toweling off and a few hours of ridiculously lovely sex with my love, I had a little cry on his shoulder as I told him that I realised, while on my brief Canadian holiday, that my heart is in a polyamorous place at the moment (I’m all about fluidity so I will not declare a fixed orientation) and I was happy to find that I love Jackson and am in love with him but that I also love and am in love with Flynt. Jackson is polyamorous, so the tears were not in the telling but I felt the heaviness of speaking through years of conditioning and also not feeling very sure about what to do about it all. Flynt and I are not together and may never be the position where an ‘us’ would be possible – all I really could do is tell him. And I did.

I wish I could say telling him lifted the weight I feel or made my heart lighter but it honestly didn’t really. Well maybe a bit…but to me it’s information that needed to be shared for fairness sake, fairness to me, to him and to my heart.  I don’t love people so they will love me back, I love because it is my nature and my passion and knowing whether he feels deeper love for me or not is not my motivation for telling. To be honest, I’m not even asking for a particular future with him cause I just don’t have that on my mind, I don’t know what I want from this situation…maybe just to be loved…

When I first got together Flynt I had this little dream for our love. While I was in England, we would be lovers and make the most of the time we had and of each other, we would fall in love so we could love each other the rest of this life. I would see him when I came back to London, for work or holiday and I would spend a few weeks in the quiet country each year, with him and his family, relaxing, writing and revisiting our connection. Our love would change and grow, would see him settled in his life,surrounded by family, happy at last, would see me through soulmates and children and art. We would grow old and I’d probably know the emptiness of living on this earth without him rolling around, causing mischief and I would hold, close to my spirit, the energy of everything that we were to each other. Just a little dream…

Sooo
I’m back and I’m sharing and I thank you for being so patient

Love Lust & Light

♥
R
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